How does the menopause make you feel?

If I was to ask you to write one word on a piece of paper to describe how the menopause makes you feel, what would that word be?

I was asked the very same question at an EFT (Tapping) event, my word was GRIEF - my reason for that was because I feel that I have lost someone, and that someone is myself. Who am I? What do I want from life? At the time of writing this, I am 54years young, I believe that I am perimenopausal, I am experiencing so many varied symptoms just like you may be, and if I am being completely honest with myself, I really don't know who I am any more. Can you remember the last time you had a proper good belly laugh because I can't! I find this quite sad.

So, I am asking you the question now, let me know below what your word would be. The first word to pop into your head, pop it in comments please, I'd love to know